Covid-19 & Racism
Artist Statement
In the time of Covid. This time period is a mixed bag and affected everyone differently. There was confusion, pain, loneliness, reluctance, fear, panic, kindness, appreciation, denial, tiredness, mourning, defiance, terror, attacks, racism against the Chinese, hate, rhetoric, distinction between wealthy and less wealthy nations, and an unwillingness to share how to create life saving formulas by the large pharmaceutical companies.
In my little part of the world, I worried that my elderly parents and brother would contract the coronavirus since they are considered high risk. I worried for myself and my partner as well. People at first were more willing to be kind. Through the conservative political side, the virus was downplayed. Like everywhere else in the country and in the world, we had stay-at-home orders. Some restaurants in my county refused to close and continued to serve people, with people continuing to patron those establishments. My county was one of the two very last to have the stay-at-home order lifted. During that time, I ended up becoming more of a hermit, not wanting to go out and lost even more of my trust in people.
Prior to Covid, I enjoyed going out mushroom foraging and going into the woods for photography. But, once the then President's rhetoric on China started broadcasting, people became more hateful, fearful, prejudiced, and racist against the Chinese regardless of citizenship. On the news, I saw verbal and physical attacks against Chinese communities and individuals. I was even less inclined to go out. Living in Pennsyltucky, what I call Trumplandia, I wasn't sure if I wasn't going to get attacked for my ethnicity. I worried that my family would be attacked when they went out. I didn't know how far people would go to terrorize us. I still don't know. I'm still wary.
I never planned on creating art about this time period in history. I supposed, as an artist, I needed to reflect and process the state of affairs and my own feelings and reactions. The resulting images comment on either my state-of-mind or how things were.